Yeah she's so tough, why don't you rip her to shreds?

[edukator]

The food that I'm eating is suddenly tasteless. I know I'm alone now. I know what it tastes like. So break me to small parts. Let go in small doses...You're talking to her now. You've eaten something minty and you're making that face that I like and you're going in for the kill kill. For the killer kiss kiss for the kiss kiss...I need your love.

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[soviet_roulette]

Liking someone then finding out they're already with someone is a horrible feeling - I've had it myself before. Although, I guess it's all for the better you found out NOW, instead of finding out later. That would have hurt a lot more. Suppose you can be thankful for that, at least. Time will make you feel better. Or maybe even speaking to him about it? I know that feeling you're talking about...had to fucking well put up with it for the last month or so. Just tell him how you feel, but make it clear that you know he's off limits. Might make you feel better inside. I know it did with me.

Seeing as this John guy is out of the question (at the moment at least), ask yourself this. Are you going to wait until he is, or go with so-called person x like you were in the first place? Ray said to me once that the heart's an organ, and there's no feeling there...but you know what I mean when I say 'Follow your heart'.

And as for 'person x', you don't need to keep calling them 'person x' all the time. I know who they are, and I have done since about the second time you've mentioned him. Still water runs deep - quiet, I may be, but I'm not stupid. Why don't you just use his name?

[edukator]

Haha because it's embarrassing. I mean, you've met him. You know what he's like. Anyway, I don't want to go out with him. Ever.

About John, I always knew he had a girlfriend, that wasn't some kind of revelation. I just hadn't actually seen her before. I don't know him so I can't talk to him. We just bump into each other all the time. Well, we only met on Monday last week so not that often but whatever. I'll get over it.

[soviet_roulette]

Nah. I've seen worse than him. Trust me.

Anyway. I'm going to stop trying (and failing) to give good advice and make you feel better, for the moment at least. I am off out to get w-a-s-t-e-d for the second Friday in a row, so I'll be needing a liver transplant soon.

Peace out, hope things even out for you soon.

PS. Had a good idea. What would you think if I drew the MCUK crew in the style that I've been drawing, as comic characters from Hopkins' work? It was an idea I had earlier on...

[spotthespastic]

YEAH YEAH YEAH. Draw us. It will be hilarious.

[soviet_roulette]

But...it'll take bloody ages. Ages. I'm going to experiment for the moment. I'm so doing me as emo... :-P