Well I go off, back to the middle of nowhere
She said "maybe there's a bit of me waiting for a bit of you baby". But you're waiting at the door and everybody's hanging out just like they hung out before.
Hmm, started feeling a bit meh about things again, for no reason. Nothing is wrong with my life, it is all fine. I guess I am just tired and nothing seems exciting anymore compared to last week. Got stoned in the park today with Hanna, Vashti, Gabriella and Mathilda. Then we played Cheat and Poker. Getting stoned just made me lethargic, I wasn't in the mood.
I got an invite to a party from Traffic today. I replied saying I wanted to go...because John might be there. I have surpassed even myself in the loserish things I do.
I now have a Bloc Party background on my computer. I think I need help.