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[edukator]

So. I don't really feel like I can talk about it on here but it's over. And I'm sorry. It was actually harder than I thought it would be and I completely freaked out trying to do it. But true to form Liam, you stayed as nice as you always are and made it easier for me. Even though you shouldn't have

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[youwantbeef]

I wish you could come stay with me, it hurts me to see you upset like this and this may sound like i'm bragging but i feel it helps you to talk to me, well that is the idea i get anyway from when we do talk. Plus it is the way i feel when i'm talking to you as it does help me hugely

[edukator]

Aww, fanx Kay innit. I guess everyone who comes into your life is there for a reason and when its their time to go, they go...leaving you with whatever they gave you. And of course talking to you helps, it's not bragging. And don't feel bad 'cause we talked about stuff, I think that may be a small part of it...but in truth I've been feeling some of the worst I've felt in ages this week. Especially last night after I got off the phone, big fight with the bitch.

[spotthespastic]

I don't drift, i cling. Even if i don't seem a lot to you, or you'd rather have someone else, i'll always be here.

[edukator]

Thank you Ray, that means more than you probably realise. And it's not a matter of rather having someone else, and you do seem a lot. I wasn't saying I wanted to be you for nothing y'know =)I hope you know what you said works both ways. Thank you again xxx

[youwantbeef]

Yeah, so do you still wanna go to the Beauty and The Beast show? I had a look and it would all together cost £32 for both of us..thats if we booked it online but I can go into town and it would obv. be cheaper.

The cheapest ticket sale they have is £12:50, it is showing in october so we have time yet...but it would be better if we got them sooner rather than later innit.
Plus we can see if any one else wants to come...even if they don't like Beauty and the beast :o
xx

[soviet_roulette]

Right, this is delayed, seeing as I've only just got my comp back.

Why do you keep saying I shouldn't be nice to you? The fact that I care about you shouldn't just stop because the status between us changes. Admittedly, I can be fickle sometimes, but I'm not that bad. And like...don't ever apologise again. I've said it once, and I'll say it again. You were good to me, you didn't fuck around with my heart, you didn't ignore me, and you were open about the whole splitting thing. At least you didn't go hurting me, or anything.

On top of that, didn't I say I would always be there for you, as a friend? Ages back. I said something about caring about you for life. "For life" doesn't translate to "as long as we're together".

So yeah. There's me purging myself of all this emotional stuff.
I'd best shut the fuck up now, a'ight?