Nov 01, 2005 18:51
Seems like I've hurt a few too many people recently. And I'm more sorry than you could ever understand. To hear from you Kay would be so good right now. I sent you an email, not much I know but I wanted to explain to you. I'm sorry and I miss you.
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Luckily for me Aaron completely forgave me because he knew how drunk I was. I saw a girl from year 13 in my school today who I've started talking to recently (lovely girl) and she said she saw me at the end and the boys were trying it on a bit. I'm not shifting the blame because it is as much my fault as anyone but I feel slightly better knowing that I didn't make a move on anybody.
I've only been back at school two days and I swear I'm ready to kill myself. I hate it. There's so many loud, annoying people. I just have nothing in common with most of them. I'm suffering from exhaustion too. I don't mean that in an exaggerated 'I am really tired' way, I mean I actually do have exhaustion.