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Sometimes I wonder if I'm just totally defective.
It's like I want so badly to like someone, but whenever the opportunity finally presents itself I say all these contradicting things that totally throw the other party off gard.
With some there's been reason to just not even worry, I mean there's distance and there's going to be more.
With others it's just, I don't know what it is.
I'm such an asshole.
All I can do is hope that someone will come along and there will be sparks, sparks like I've felt before b/c honestly I feel like I used all my sparks.
It's like I want so badly to like someone, but whenever the opportunity finally presents itself I say all these contradicting things that totally throw the other party off gard.
With some there's been reason to just not even worry, I mean there's distance and there's going to be more.
With others it's just, I don't know what it is.
I'm such an asshole.
All I can do is hope that someone will come along and there will be sparks, sparks like I've felt before b/c honestly I feel like I used all my sparks.