My current situation....
I am so glad there is a community for this. Thank you soo much. I live with my boyfried & it's a struggle. I was battling with compulsive eating & I actually did speak to him about it one night a while ago. I told him about the binges & the sitting in parking lots stuffing my face with fast food & then rid the evidence in dumpsters & all the other gorry details. He listened & said he would be there for me & things like that. We never really discussed it after that. And now I'm shifted & determined to not compulsively eat so bad because I put on so much disgusting weight. I find myself planning perfect foods ahead of time, knowing exactly what food i'll eat, how much I am going to eat and keeping track of the calories for when he is home. When he is not home or when I am not home is when I can get away with not eating. I hide my thinspiration journal and I have my "ana websites & live journal" saved under something he would never look at. Plus he isn't much for computers anyway, & the laptop will go with me out. So as far as he knows, I'm just trying to take care of myself with proper diet and exercise. Which to myself I think I am trying to take care of myself & rid of the horrid compulsive eating & binging I was doing for awhile & get my nice shape & body back. But anyway, after awhile, I imagine he would start to question. It's just a matter of time. Geez, sorry for the long post, just needed to finally be able talk about that. If anyone has any advice, I would love it