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Jul 20, 2002 01:34

Hi, I am new here. I'm different from most ed sufferers on live journal. My eating disorder is compulsive overeating. It started about a year after my crash diet ended. On the crash diet, I spent about eight months eating only two kinds of food and a limited calorie intake. Sure, I lost weight but I also had malnutrition and hair problems. So, I ( Read more... )

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trashlee August 6 2002, 18:37:36 UTC
hey I see this post is a couple weeks old. I hope you will update again soon so you see my comment. i am just another random lj user but I can totally empathize with you because I am a compulsive overeater also. I've tried ana/mia etc and I was only thin enough once and it didnt last long. Once I start eating, I cannot stop. I have no control and it makes me feel horrible. i hate my body and I can't stand how weak i am. I feel like i am hiding beneath my fat and i dont know why. It has to be possible to get better though. I know I owe it to myself. I just dont know how to do it.

I guess this didn't really have a point. I just wanted you to know you were not alone.

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i totally understand.... ana_2_coe January 7 2004, 16:40:51 UTC
Hi!! i am new here too and i went through exactly the same thing as you except i never ever purged because i just couldn't!! i had ana for like 6 months...lost abt 20lbs and now after binging i am back to my pre-ana weight...argh!! like you..i tell myself everyday that i have to eat normally. i am fine in the morn and the afternoon since i am working but at night..i can just eat 2000+ kcal at one go. i recently put on 4lbs just eating 4000kcal for a few days str8. i feel disgusted with myself but its like some freaking addiction to carbo (i binge on bread and biscuits...the whole loaf and the whole tin) i am seriously considering diet pills but what my sis says is right...even if i eat diet pills i am still gonna binge so no use!! we gotta help each other...this has to stop...

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