Aug 17, 2005 23:36
-UGH- Today was.... well.. sort of scary I guess... Last night.. I blacked out while i was studying... and... welll... when I woke up... I was bleeding....And now there is a huge gash on my face... That thing is getting out of control and the sooner I get rid of it the better. It's ruining my life... and now it's hurting my physically. I can't let things go on like this. Then that bastard thing had the nerve to upset my little brother yesterday, and if it thinks I can let it get away with doing something like that, it's got a nother thing coming. I don't care what the fuck it is. It has no right to do what it does.
...and my brother mentioned that thing knows what I do.... How the hell can it if I can't see what it does? I'm beginning to think that maybe... there's a little more wrong with me than I originally thought.... this is just... too weird...