I hate being sick. I feel like absolute hell... soooo exhausted.... and standing at work for 9 hours... urgh.... and I ran over 6 miles today (despite being sick, i was proud of that ( Read more... )

"You begin to forget what it means to live. You forget things. You forget that you used to feel all right. You forget what it means to feel all right because you feel like shit all the time, and you can't remember what it was like before. People take the feeling of full for granted. They take for granted the feeling of steadiness, of hands that do ( Read more... )

And I have to wonder...
If you hold me tight enough, with everything really be ok?

~*Linds*~
~*if i'm skinny he'll love me*~
~*if i'm in control they'll respect me*~
~*if i'm perfect i'll finally disappear*~

Mints
Americanos
Sugar-Free Hot Chocolate
Running
Studying
My twin sista
My boyfriend
Holding my boyfriend
Being held by my boyfriend
Sex
Sweet little Kisses
Deep, passionate kisses
Inside jokes
Laughing so hard I have to gasp for air
Bones

So, after bouncing back up to about 140ish a week and a half ago... this is my update ( Read more... )

I made it 50 hours on my liquid fast; i broke and had a salad (purged) and now i'm back on it!
~*Linds*~

I'm on hour 26 of my liquid fast... but i'm not going to talk about it, because that usually jinxes me and i fuck it all up. so, i'm just going to go with it... hope you are all doing well! <3

~*Linds*~
~*if i'm skinny he'll love me*~
~*if i'm in control they'll respect me*~
~*if i'm perfect i'll finally disappear*~

I'm doing better this week ( Read more... )

I STILL haven't lost any weight ( Read more... )

ok this is hideous. i've been stuck at 137 for like a week and a half now. so, new plan ( Read more... )