life suxxx
i feel I could kill myself! I kind of like a guy from school which is not bad after all but I lost my independence my freedom to see everything with objective eyes! I can't love I shouldn't be able to feel what I actually feel either! although is just an attraction towards a guy who probably doesn't even care... I always mess up! and I'm sure I'll do the same thing this time too!!!!!!!!!! I have soooo many things to concentrate on my sat on the 5th although I don't even know if I'll take it after all maybe it will be postponed due to wilma, my school... working to make money... and there he comes in my life! how does he dare? lol he probably doesn't even know!
Just forget about him and move on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Actually wake up to reality! u know what you are capable of!!!!!!
Just forget about him and move on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Actually wake up to reality! u know what you are capable of!!!!!!