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I hate homesickness!!!!!!!!!!! it's so depressing! I talked to my parents today and it was just beyond words! after I talked to them I didn't even remember what we talked about! I was just so happy that I did! And now is just the opposite! I cried a lot today! I don't know why! I shouldn't! everything is perfect! Although I miss my parents my friends my grandparents relatives dogs cat and every single part of Arad that used to shelter me whenever I felt low or just went out into the city! The sad part is that I don't know when I go back bc otherwise it would be like one year ok that's not that bad! but this way without the perspective of seeing my parents and everything sooner it's demoralizing! anyway tomorrow is my english fcat! I couldn't have chosen a worse moment for this emotional break-down! still tomorrow it's just english but on tuesday it's MATH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh God I hate math!
i have to stop and go to sleep! it's 11.51 pm and I have to wake up at 5.30 tomorrow! oh God have mercy!
i have to stop and go to sleep! it's 11.51 pm and I have to wake up at 5.30 tomorrow! oh God have mercy!