could love be any sweeter?
erkay..lets see. this week was torture. had to be one of the shittiest weeks of my entire life. (praise God for weekends!) i thought i liked school. i lied. i thought me n the rents were okay. were not. i REALLY thought i was gonna be able to let go of all the drama and finally MOVE ON with my life. i was most definitely wrong. i dont know why i let people manipulate me like this. sheesh. so what else is new?...i have an A in chemistry and a fucking D in history. what kinda bullshit is that? its pathetic really. well tuesday was jenn's bday! finally 17!! wheeeee! so her and katy drove by my house and i gave her her card and wonderful shrine to MKA. it was nice. katy and those martini's. geeeeez. lol so they left, i went and took a shower, and 2 secs after i get out, dane and david show up at my door. im like hmm itd be really cool if you kids would call so i could be DECENT the next time you come. anywho. had physical therapy tuesday wednesday friday. im still so sore. i cant wait till its all over. this accident is ruining my life...... shocker of the week: CAITS A BRUNETTE! =O i know i know. scary, we're really twins now! yayyyyyyy. now shes sick and i cant see her =( its really upsetting..... i almost shitted myself when i realized i paid 93874983274983 bucks on a WF dress and i was suddenly dropped. no worries, in a matter of 5 min i picked myself back up. im taking pearson this year. lol this should be grand. one great thing about my week: well... was i the only one who made a wish at 11:11 on 11/11 ? hmmm... i usually dont do those kinds of things, mine was more like a prayer. and it was answered, and im thrilled! so its 11:11 im thinking i really miss finnan, things are getting so awkward..im not really sure where this is going anymore. and when cait talked to him, she asked if we were still "dating" and such, and he was like "wellllll she stilll calls me" ??????? i wanted to shoot myself, but yeah, i just sent up a prayer to heaven, telling myself that since i havent seen him in ages, maybe this would be the best time to move on, and that if it were really meant to be, just send me a sign. some fucking sign to let me know he still cares. i got a sign. LOUD AND CLEAR. the only way it wouldve been clearer is if he dropped the words in front of my face. so i was punished friday night (for being a rotten bitch) and around 8 he randomly shows up at my house, and was like "i just stopped by to say hi and i missed you. i just had to see you. and since you cant come out to see me, I came to see YOU" and it was cold, so he wrapped his jacket around me and we just cuddled and talked for a while, and awwww it was just so cute. im happy. i finally know that this is where i belong, and i never wanna leave his arms. gawd. i honestly have no idea what i would be doing right now if he hadnt made my day/night/entire week. you all are probably crying or gagging because im such a sucker when it comes to him. oh well, i didnt ask for anyone's opinion. lol welllllll went to the fair saturday, saw a bunch of ppl there. unfortunately saw J.P. hahaha fucking fagget. the whole night im like god i feel fat, im fucking huge...and he comes along and is like "omgggg she looks so skinny, almost anorexic" im like aww thank you. that actually never hurt me, it boosted my self esteem. so thanks buddy! =) ermmmm....oh yeah, and i saw dane and david and all them. this is kinda awkward, but i think im getting a slight crush on the kid. shhhhhhhhhh lol well anywho. me n jenn just went back n forth between her house and stole food from the concession stands. hehehe... slept at jenn's with katy. oh yeah. that reminds me. katy, damn we got you SO good. so me n jenn went to katy's around 12, prank called her: (in hoarse voice) "hello? katy? look out your window. im waiting for you.." ::katy quickly turns off her light:: - me and jenn cracking up. she peeks out her window, and almost shit on herself, then she realized it was us and wow we got a good laugh. so we convinced her parents to let her stay at jenn's with us. we met a hippie in pink pants who i thought was gay, but he likes katy so guess not? hahaha. wellllll...me n katy couldnt go to sleep so we pigged out on cake and watched the disney channel till we finally passed out. woke up, took a shower, went to the mall, brought katy to work, saw loft (looking mighty fine)..went back to the fair, met up with finnan :) got 9834987234987234 eggs cracked on my head by the one and only ashleigh. aw shes so frickin cute. goddamn! left around 5:30, took ANOTHER shower, went to church..and thats the end of my wonderful weekend.... today was stupid. and LONG. i felt like crap the entire day and celli got sick. and i, her manda ann/big wombat took care of her. im so nice. lol well now im sitting here STARVING bc i havent eaten all day, but i refuse to eat meat. no i wont do it. im going all veggie. but anywho. i need to go to the store and get all my crap for my foods project. ill write later. CHOW!<3
there's always that one person that will always have your heart. you never see it coming, 'cause you're blinded from the start. know that you're that one for me. it's clear for everyone to see. oh baby, you will always be my boo.
there's always that one person that will always have your heart. you never see it coming, 'cause you're blinded from the start. know that you're that one for me. it's clear for everyone to see. oh baby, you will always be my boo.