tap into the water, try to bring my share

[eddy_noble]

this is so sad, because the world really was almost okay there for a moment. and now i'm noticing that some people can't help but resent you when you seem happy. what a fucking shame. even members of your own family or some of your closer friends might start 'acting different' toward you because they think your life is so beautiful and perfect

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[bittermoon]

i didn't know that about the sarah song... and today, i went into sam's to look for the sarah dvd you were telling me about yesterday... i think it's an interview dvd... rather than music...

[eddy_noble]

maybe. i feel like i'm LOSING MY MIND over this. but i'm SURE i saw something GREY (gray?)!!!! I KNOW I DID! it was like twelve or thirteen bucks at the music world in the... umm... *coughs* eaton centre.

[bittermoon]

yes, yes... that's the one i'm talking about, silly ;)

[eddy_noble]

mmmkay... i'm feeling a bit better about that then. i'm now starting to understand that i may very well contain an infinite amount of things to get emberassed about when it comes to you. maybe that's not such a bad thing afterall. not quite sure though. "please know, that i'm learning".

* goodnight whispers *

[bittermoon]

it's 'just' me, dear...... it's not some big hot shot client that sees 'hello dabid' on a certain web site ;)

[eddy_noble]

that's easily one of the biggest fuck ups (amongst my bazillions) i have ever done. i hope you don't think less of me. =/

[bittermoon]

only if you stop saying that you hope i won't think less of you ;) *hug*

[eddy_noble]

don't worry... i'm passed the phase where self destruction is an option. if i ever lose points, i'll just try harder to get them back (while i'm stealings hugs). this thing with us being surrounded by substance abusers is just SO not something i'm gonna get into. cigarettes are already bad enough. =|