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Have you ever thought about why you like watching anime? or reading books? or anything like that?
I keep going back to these thoughts about such things.. because im angry and frustrated with people right now i think.
for some reason. people decided that i just really needed to be argued with today. in that, here lets bring up an annoying situation and bash one of your friends because i think you think their perfect when its really quite the contrary. on top of that they just HAD to have stupid fucked up arguments with me at work. its like.......... soooooo annoying for people to argue with me.
so, back to my original point. Ive come to the understanding that books, and movies and anime and tv shows, are my way to escape having to think about a world that i don't prefer. I know i don't prefer it because i am so much more at peace in my fantasy books and movies then i am in the world i live in. I don't mean this in a depressed way. Its just a realization. in many ways i wish i were happy with the world i live in. I keep moving and trying new things. and learning new things. eventually ill grow happy with it. ill dash these thoughts that the world should ever be perfect.. but not yet.. i like my hope for now.. lol
MUCH LATER (after finally watching the movie that frustrated me):
OMG~!!! HAVE YOU EVER WISHED that you could take you glorious wonderful creative ideas and stick them in the head of a writer who could put them on paper as theyre meant to be?! because i'll tell you. my brain is more artistic then my hands. whenever i try to write or draw it comes NOTHING close to how i WANT the picture or story to be. its damn frustrating. That is probably the other reason i read. I have to let my immagination out somewhere before i explode lol.
I keep going back to these thoughts about such things.. because im angry and frustrated with people right now i think.
for some reason. people decided that i just really needed to be argued with today. in that, here lets bring up an annoying situation and bash one of your friends because i think you think their perfect when its really quite the contrary. on top of that they just HAD to have stupid fucked up arguments with me at work. its like.......... soooooo annoying for people to argue with me.
so, back to my original point. Ive come to the understanding that books, and movies and anime and tv shows, are my way to escape having to think about a world that i don't prefer. I know i don't prefer it because i am so much more at peace in my fantasy books and movies then i am in the world i live in. I don't mean this in a depressed way. Its just a realization. in many ways i wish i were happy with the world i live in. I keep moving and trying new things. and learning new things. eventually ill grow happy with it. ill dash these thoughts that the world should ever be perfect.. but not yet.. i like my hope for now.. lol
MUCH LATER (after finally watching the movie that frustrated me):
OMG~!!! HAVE YOU EVER WISHED that you could take you glorious wonderful creative ideas and stick them in the head of a writer who could put them on paper as theyre meant to be?! because i'll tell you. my brain is more artistic then my hands. whenever i try to write or draw it comes NOTHING close to how i WANT the picture or story to be. its damn frustrating. That is probably the other reason i read. I have to let my immagination out somewhere before i explode lol.