Depression sucks and it can drain so much out of you. Have you seen anyone about it though? It might help, even if it's just being able to vent to someone.
It sucks that it didn't work out with that girl but she does sound like she would drag you down with her. So many people let drugs screw them up like that, I just don't get it. But I don't think you should give up on finding a real, meaningful, and stable relationship. I've yet to find anything that even resembles one but I've heard they are more than worth all the trouble. I mean, no relationship is going to be perfect but some people really have found someone who's right for them and they've made it work.
And try not to be so hard on yourself about not having achieved everything you want. You're only 20! You still have plenty of chances to get there. But I do get being disillusioned with the world. It can be such a bitch sometimes. But things normally have a way to getting better, even if it's just a little bit at a time.
Michael Jackson's first album(with the Jackson 5) was released in 1969, when Michael was 11 years old. It has sold 5 million copies worldwide.
Motley Crue's first major album, Too Fast For Love, was released on a major label(after being released on the band's own label a year earlier) in 1982. Vince Neil was 21. Mick Mars was 31. Nikki Sixx was 23. Tommy Lee was 20.
Stephen Pearcey of Ratt was 25 when their first album was released.
Axl Rose was also 25.
Mick Jagger, Rolling Stones, 21.
Marilyn Manson, 25.
I know I'm still below all of these marks, and I'm setting a pretty lofty goal for myself, but I know what I want, and I want to be there. Now. Damnit.
Depression sucks and it can drain so much out of you. Have you seen anyone about it though? It might help, even if it's just being able to vent to someone.
It sucks that it didn't work out with that girl but she does sound like she would drag you down with her. So many people let drugs screw them up like that, I just don't get it. But I don't think you should give up on finding a real, meaningful, and stable relationship. I've yet to find anything that even resembles one but I've heard they are more than worth all the trouble. I mean, no relationship is going to be perfect but some people really have found someone who's right for them and they've made it work.
And try not to be so hard on yourself about not having achieved everything you want. You're only 20! You still have plenty of chances to get there. But I do get being disillusioned with the world. It can be such a bitch sometimes. But things normally have a way to getting better, even if it's just a little bit at a time.
Hope you get to feeling better soon...
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Motley Crue's first major album, Too Fast For Love, was released on a major label(after being released on the band's own label a year earlier) in 1982. Vince Neil was 21. Mick Mars was 31. Nikki Sixx was 23. Tommy Lee was 20.
Stephen Pearcey of Ratt was 25 when their first album was released.
Axl Rose was also 25.
Mick Jagger, Rolling Stones, 21.
Marilyn Manson, 25.
I know I'm still below all of these marks, and I'm setting a pretty lofty goal for myself, but I know what I want, and I want to be there. Now. Damnit.
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