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This is my anthem, which I realized a few days or so ago,
"Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these emerald eyes
I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these emerald eyes
Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these emerald eyes
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these emerald eyes."
Yes, YES I changed "hazel" to "emerald." It wouldn't be MY anthem had I sang "hazel" now would it? No. Anyway, that is my anthem, especially, "I don't cry on the outside anymore."
It's something that makes me proud and very content :)
Now, I'll be even happier when I never write another entry on this subject again.
I got two more discs of the OC. I absolutely LOVE it! I don't know how I ever lived without it. It was crazy to watch the first few episodes when nobody knows Ryan. It was so crazy. Now I'm done babbling about tv. Except that I must say I now own Season 4 of Gilmore Girls :) WOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh ps, my apartment looks Halloween-uber cool. Tres tres excellente ;) Next, I must create my costume, which may or may not now be a punk fairy. We'll see what my mood chooses on that special night :)
"Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these emerald eyes
I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these emerald eyes
Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these emerald eyes
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these emerald eyes."
Yes, YES I changed "hazel" to "emerald." It wouldn't be MY anthem had I sang "hazel" now would it? No. Anyway, that is my anthem, especially, "I don't cry on the outside anymore."
It's something that makes me proud and very content :)
Now, I'll be even happier when I never write another entry on this subject again.
I got two more discs of the OC. I absolutely LOVE it! I don't know how I ever lived without it. It was crazy to watch the first few episodes when nobody knows Ryan. It was so crazy. Now I'm done babbling about tv. Except that I must say I now own Season 4 of Gilmore Girls :) WOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh ps, my apartment looks Halloween-uber cool. Tres tres excellente ;) Next, I must create my costume, which may or may not now be a punk fairy. We'll see what my mood chooses on that special night :)