Patience is a virtue, and You are truly blessed!!!

Jul 25, 2004 01:33

Oh my! The past week has been full of the most wonderful times that there have ever been! My days have been filled with the wondrous reminders that Jenn and I no longer have to hide or feel regret for the feelings that we have for one another! We have done so much together, and it has been incredible! We've gone to the movies, layed out at the beach, simultaneously "Welcomed" one another to Band Camp, drove around the entire state of Mississippi, LoL, chilled with Blake DeWayne, Patrick, and Morgan, listened to Switchfoot, watched the stars at the park, ate at Olive Garden............... Ok!!! Let me just say that we have done alot together!!! And every single second of the time we have spent together has been awesome! We talk about everything, and we actually listen to what each other has to say! When we are together, we are both in great moods, and we have the most wonderful times! What makes me really happy is that we both have the same amount of respect for everything! Her intellectuality is very attractive, and she doesn't mind showing it off!
Well, today was when we went to Blue Bayou and the Switchfoot concert. We knew that Josh was gonna be there, but still we enjoyed our day in full! At the concert, we talked to Casey and Matt, who were with Josh! During the concert, the dumb fuck had the nerve to yell out to one of his immature friends that Jenn was a skank and a bitch! For some reason, he thinks he can say whatever he wants about Jenn and me! I don't give a shit what he says about me, cause I hate him just as much as he hates me, by the way, it's the most hate I've ever had in my life at anytime!!! Well, when he runs his mouth about Jenn........., it's a fuckin different story! (left this sentence out cause it's a little threatining) If only he knew what I'd do to him, he wouldn't say anything about her ever again! But he has been blessed with an enormous amount of pity! Jenn won't let me touch him, even though he deserves what I have for him! I'm not like him in two ways! First, I don't talk shit, and then walk away! Second, I'm not the kind of person who would intentionaly inflict more pain on someone that I love! If I didn't love Jennifer the way I do, then he would have shut up a long time ago, one way or another, but I do love her, so I haven't said a word! He has some motherfuckin nerve to think that he has some "right" to tell his "friends" what he thinks is the truth! He doesn't even know the fuckin truth, and he knows nothin about love or friendship either! Why is this? He has no friends that weren't given to him by the only person who will probably ever love him! Then, he refuses to except her choices, so he tries to ruin what she has, but he can't! We no longer play by the stupid, immature rules of our past High School days! Some of us have grown up! Now, we know who we truly are, and we no longer need the popular opinion to rule or lives!!!! Josh, say whatever the fuck you want to about me, but leave Jennifer out of it! I'm tired of your bullshit, and my patience is now completely gone!!!! Walk away from this!!!!
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