The DL
So much has happened in the past couple of days! I don't even know where to begin. Well, Jenn and Josh broke up on Sunday. She took it pretty well until yesterday, that's when she talked to him. She called me and she was really upset. I hate when she cries, and I never want her to cry again. I felt like shit cause i know that i had something to do with the reason she was crying in the first place. When she let me go, I made myself go to sleep, because when she cries I get upset too. I wanted to be there for her so bad, but she didn't want me to see her when she was crying, even thought I think she is so beautiful no matter what! I woke up and Blake came over. We went to see her, and Michael was over there. Jenn wasn't as upset anymore, at least not on the outside. Thank you Mike for whatever it is that u said to her, You are a great friend to her and me. I think that Jenn is gonna die laughin every time she sees Blake and I together. We do have this uniqueness called "DeWayne"! LoL! Anywho, we went to McDonald's cause Jenn was hungry, and then she took me home. I know she didn't go to sleep right away, cause she did a live journal. Hmmmm! She talked about missin Josh and stuff! sigh... I understand what she is goin through, and that's why I'm so patient. I know that I will be able to wait for her, as long as it takes. And I want her to know that I care about her so, so very much. Now I'm just chillin at home. I guess she's asleep, but I don't wanna call, because I don't wanna wake her up! I hope she is having peaceful dreams cause that's what she deserves!!!