captivating decay

[eclecticstar]

Wandering around in fluffy clouds today...lacking direction but not really finding the comfort in misdirection that i normally have. Classes are floating around me...not nearly as annoying as they once were...i think i have grown numb to there powers. Drinking games...sure why not...alcoholic...i swear it is not my fault...easy to drink...wanna

Comments

[anonymous]

very poetic but one has to wonder what the flower is of which you so desire, Fear of loosing< and long for it still>

[eclecticstar]

figurative meanings my dear...you cant always logically explain all that life has to offer. Be careful when you read these i fear that you may be upset by things you do not quite understand. Just because it is in my head doesnt mean it happened and just because i feel it in my heart doesnt make it a true emotion.

[anonymous]

that's so beautiful. But, why place all your hopes in one flower. It sounds too perfect, too unreal...but sometimes it's a wonderful thing to have faith in something that seems a little too perfect. Just don't let it consume you, don't let yourself wilt with that flower, and you'll soon find another one in its place.

It has to last

[tkeagle]

Sometimes you find that perfect flower that you can't let go of. Even when you aren't around it, you can close your eyes and know every detail. You can smell it with all its power. As time goes on, though it may wilt, it is still beautiful, perfect in your eyes. And your eyes are the only ones you see out of. They are the ones that see the flower and all its perfection. Even if it leaves and dies, you will still see it when you close your eyes. Of course you can find another flower to put in its place, but it can never be a replacement.

Re: It has to last

[anonymous]

hmmmm