captivating decay
Wandering around in fluffy clouds today...lacking direction but not really finding the comfort in misdirection that i normally have. Classes are floating around me...not nearly as annoying as they once were...i think i have grown numb to there powers. Drinking games...sure why not...alcoholic...i swear it is not my fault...easy to drink...wanna have fun...take another shot...drunk yet...not quite...better stop or i will be throwing up all night.
I saw a beautiful flower and i took the notion to pluck it. I gazed and appreciated its beauty for as long as i could. The smell was to much the colors captured my eyes...so i did what others have done far before me i touched it. Will it wilt now..will it cease to be...i loved it in its beauty and i will love it when it wilts. I fear the passing of time will take it from my memory will rob me of the sensation that it brought...temporary pleasure to hold it close to my heart.
I saw a beautiful flower and i took the notion to pluck it. I gazed and appreciated its beauty for as long as i could. The smell was to much the colors captured my eyes...so i did what others have done far before me i touched it. Will it wilt now..will it cease to be...i loved it in its beauty and i will love it when it wilts. I fear the passing of time will take it from my memory will rob me of the sensation that it brought...temporary pleasure to hold it close to my heart.