No Fun
Suddenly I have decided it's important to limit sugar. Much like most of the 'decisions' I make, this kind of came out of nowhere. I kept things pretty limited yesterday, and I felt weirdly satisfied. Like I did eating correctly. Today has been the same.
Other than that, I've been feeling very empty the past few days. I don't know if there this is a subconscious reaction to the horrific event that happened in Orlando a few days ago, but it might be at least a part of it.
Classic livejournal move, talking about being sad.
I've amost entirely stopped drawing. I have a really hard time putting in the work to figure out ideas, if I have any.
All I want in life is to pay off my credit card, but I see no valid moves that I can make to do this. I already make about as much money as I will ever make, and somehow it isnt enough.
Also, mystery health issues persist, but I'm too stubborn to find a new doctor / can't afford to go despite having health insurance.