Attention All...
I guess it's been awhile since I've really had something of substance to post in here. Although, I would have to say that that is the case for most of the people that have journals here. I think that the summer and all of its temptations, as well as its frustrations have destracted our intentions to update. Nonetheless, here I am trying my best to produce of formidable attempt at updating. Lots to think about lately. I've just finished my History class and stole a B out of it. Thank goodness that is over, just English for now, and that will be done in all but 4 weeks. I am getting closer to the end of this school thing. I was informed by a friend of a very clever way of never having to pay back student loans. If I never stop taking classes, then I don't have to pay them back, so I'll just go to school for the rest of my life. That's pretty much what I feel I'm doing now.
I am having a hell of a time trying to keep alcohol out of my system. I've tried and have only come up with a 7 day success rate. I can go about 1 week without a drink and then I'm itching for it. A bit of advise to those not so influenced, don't get to heavy into this situation. It turns out to be a battle of wits with the drink that the drink makes me very witty, so I feel I'm winning but in the wrong way.
There are those people that I have come across in my recent past, those that I encounter frequently, and these people are of the same age range as I. They are my same class standing, same background (as similar as can be expected) yet these people do not seem to come to the same conclusions as I. This is not a problem, as many go down the same road and come to different destinations. There are those still that go down very different paths and arrive at the same end point. The thing that perplexes me is that some of these people don't seem to wonder. They don't wonder about anything, nothing at all in fact. They go through their daily routines and methods to only do the same thing each and every day. Does it not come to their attention that things are wonderous and thusly should be pondered? It all I can do not to scratch my own eyes out. I have a need to dig and delve into the dark crevice...
ah fuck it!!
I am having a hell of a time trying to keep alcohol out of my system. I've tried and have only come up with a 7 day success rate. I can go about 1 week without a drink and then I'm itching for it. A bit of advise to those not so influenced, don't get to heavy into this situation. It turns out to be a battle of wits with the drink that the drink makes me very witty, so I feel I'm winning but in the wrong way.
There are those people that I have come across in my recent past, those that I encounter frequently, and these people are of the same age range as I. They are my same class standing, same background (as similar as can be expected) yet these people do not seem to come to the same conclusions as I. This is not a problem, as many go down the same road and come to different destinations. There are those still that go down very different paths and arrive at the same end point. The thing that perplexes me is that some of these people don't seem to wonder. They don't wonder about anything, nothing at all in fact. They go through their daily routines and methods to only do the same thing each and every day. Does it not come to their attention that things are wonderous and thusly should be pondered? It all I can do not to scratch my own eyes out. I have a need to dig and delve into the dark crevice...
ah fuck it!!