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I keep having nightmares where someone is going to kill me. This time it was my dad. Time before that was a group of homophobic rednecks. Last time I had a continuous amount of nightmares was a car accident. I was in a car and kept ending up in a destroyed car. I was trapped in the wreckage but was alive and slowly dying. In the real world, my cousin died in an ambulance when the driver fell asleep at the wheel. They think she died instantly, but maybe she didn't. They were going 70mph on I-40 coming from Beckley, West Virginia and slammed into the side of a mountain or into a wall holding up the mountain. Either way it removed her arm and messed up her face. They had to reconstruct her face for the funeral. I wonder and think that maybe my dreams lately are a sign of something to come. Maybe someone in my family is going to dies by being murdered. It's happened before. Another cousin of mine was murdered by her obsessed husband after they split up. She was stabbed seven times and wrapped up in a cot right in front of their youngest daughter. It was at my aunt and uncle's house. The whole time my aunt and uncle were sleeping with the A/C running and wasn't able to hear anything. But the youngest kid in the house watched it all.