Oct 09, 2013 15:35
yesterday
okay no wait let me start from the very beginning
when i gave blood like thursday?? something like that? well the next day i was feeling really weird - kind of light headed and vaguely sicky but i was like idk nbd so i went on w/ work and stuff like normal and then over the weekend it kind of stayed the same except my throat and ear area got a little sore yeah? so i just drank more water idk but on monday it got like really badly sore and around midnight monday night i was like fuck this noise and went into the bathroom with a flashlight and like the entire back of my mouth was just coated in white shit
so then i wake up again at like 4am all fever-sweaty and nauseous and barely able to walk and like sat by the toilet for 10 minutes but i couldnt throw up ( i have this ridiculously weird aversion to it so i only ever do when im really really really sick and apparently this did not qualify) and when i woke up again 2 hours later for school i was just like you know what? no. im staying home. even though i didnt really want to because missing one day of school tends to be more like missing a week but i guess having mostly electives has double worked out in my favor this year because it turns out i didnt really miss anything except for the reading of king arthur's death in english. but so yeah i stayed home and recovered pretty well and by the end of the day my throat only hurt a little bit
and so i was like okay cool and i went to school today and everything was p much cool except for when i got to like second period ish? i coughed up a chunk of white stuff covered in spit with flecks of blood in it and i was like ???? weird but w/e and then it just kept happening every few hours and it makes my throat sting really friggin bad so like
i mean ive stopped for now as far as i can tell but my throat still stings a lot not as bad but thats a thing
so this isnt very fun
in better news, i got a pretty new phone and since its an iphone i can play line play which is awesome
also in other other news ive read noona's most recent post and i want to comment but i dotn know what to say and im still scared to talk to her because i dont want to be such a bother all the time esp since she's got all her stuff happening also i think i should stop talking to hyung also because i keep making em upset maybe e would understand why im saying the things i am if e knew my secret which isnt really a secret because ive said it on here multiple times just not on tumblr and since no one reads anything i post on here no one really knows it but yeah
idk idk ive started watching master's sun and like i like it??? except for the ghostly jump scares like i do no do horror movies and they are pulling those and the ghost designs straight out of a horror movie ugh just i hope that happens less and the series goes on please
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