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all i want to say is lovemelovemeloveme until someone does
lovemelovemeloveme dont leave me for them dont become like them but it's always too late, isnt it?
by the time i reach you it is too late for any part of me to grasp onto your heart and it is no ones fault but mine for stretching out too far too many times
i am not broken yet i am i do not need fixing yet there is no way to anyway
just lovemelovemeloveme i cant promise i wont be scared and scarred a wreck a personification of nervousness but i will love you back with my everything until you decide to leave until you decide to snap off our link like a branch from a tree
perhaps i should become one, to save myself trouble
i can love the dead the past because the future is nothing and vast and too much to think about
i can bury my roots in fiction and gravestones and the remains of a broken heart will be protected in my trunk, so hard that nothing will ever get through because you have no power over me, not anymore, and that makes me stronger than any semblance of life i ever pretended to grasp
i can let go of everything but i can forget nothing
i can forgive anything but i will always hold the grudge like armor against the next to pass
all i want to say is lovemelovemeloveme until someone does
and while that day will never come i can still learn to protect myself until there is nothing left to feel
lovemelovemeloveme dont leave me for them dont become like them but it's always too late, isnt it?
by the time i reach you it is too late for any part of me to grasp onto your heart and it is no ones fault but mine for stretching out too far too many times
i am not broken yet i am i do not need fixing yet there is no way to anyway
just lovemelovemeloveme i cant promise i wont be scared and scarred a wreck a personification of nervousness but i will love you back with my everything until you decide to leave until you decide to snap off our link like a branch from a tree
perhaps i should become one, to save myself trouble
i can love the dead the past because the future is nothing and vast and too much to think about
i can bury my roots in fiction and gravestones and the remains of a broken heart will be protected in my trunk, so hard that nothing will ever get through because you have no power over me, not anymore, and that makes me stronger than any semblance of life i ever pretended to grasp
i can let go of everything but i can forget nothing
i can forgive anything but i will always hold the grudge like armor against the next to pass
all i want to say is lovemelovemeloveme until someone does
and while that day will never come i can still learn to protect myself until there is nothing left to feel