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Someone asked me how my quarter was today, I couldn't find the words for it. It's not that it was amazing, or not quite what I was expecting. There were all sorts of reasons for me to smile at the end of the day, and there were all sorts of moments that I'll be looking back on, wishing I were in them one more time. There is a hole though, there's been one all these months and I know exactly what could fill it, I just can't fully realize it; shake my own shoulders and say it all outloud.
(I'm aching again for you, lately. Part of me thinks it's because it was a year ago, the other part thinks I'm some kind of sad masochistic mess, sometimes. Well, either could be partially or wholly true. )
Tomorrow, I'll be turning in all my work, I'm disappointed that there isn't more, but I'm happy with what I have. I made my photoessay on powerpoint, (which is exceedingly lame) but I'd love to show it to someone, maybe sometime soon? Though my biggest accomplishment of the week would definitely be successfully pulling off a Dance Off with the kids, which I have adorable videos of; I'm not quite sure they'd resonate with you if you weren't head over heels for all that's captured, (which of course I am, but that's nothing new.)
(What do you mean.What do you mean.Why can I never figure it out? All of my time spent with you on the brain, I can never decide if I can't stand you, if I want to know you, if I couldn't care less..... if I want to taste you.)
All that needs to be said is that I'm excited for what's to come.
(I'm aching again for you, lately. Part of me thinks it's because it was a year ago, the other part thinks I'm some kind of sad masochistic mess, sometimes. Well, either could be partially or wholly true. )
Tomorrow, I'll be turning in all my work, I'm disappointed that there isn't more, but I'm happy with what I have. I made my photoessay on powerpoint, (which is exceedingly lame) but I'd love to show it to someone, maybe sometime soon? Though my biggest accomplishment of the week would definitely be successfully pulling off a Dance Off with the kids, which I have adorable videos of; I'm not quite sure they'd resonate with you if you weren't head over heels for all that's captured, (which of course I am, but that's nothing new.)
(What do you mean.What do you mean.Why can I never figure it out? All of my time spent with you on the brain, I can never decide if I can't stand you, if I want to know you, if I couldn't care less..... if I want to taste you.)
All that needs to be said is that I'm excited for what's to come.