I can see again.
It's been what almost 4 months now. What the hell took so long? Why was I so blind? I never listened to the one person I should have for 2 years. I was stubborn to think that it was meant to last forever. You know I think that I can finally rest now, knowing that it is good and over now. I still don't like the thought of this, but I can see that there is really no other way. I have to move on, she has, why shouldn't I? Well, I am, I can see what I want, and I don't think that she can give me that. Sorry to say. I just need to move on with my life and do what comes naturally. The only problome with that is that it has been over two years since I have been truley this free. I'm not sure that i remember how. I feel no constraints, there is nothing holding me back now from this world we live in. I hope that I am making a wise decision, But I think that people will start to see a different me very very soon. If I happen to cross paths with her again, I would be happy. I would worrie a bit, and I would hope the most. I would hope that she has made wise decisions, that she is happy, and maybe that she is finally at peace with herself and her surroundings. But untill that day, I have my own life to live. And i fully expect to live that life to it's fullest. Lindsey, I wish you the best of luck in what ever it is you choose to do. Be that with me, or with anyone alse, good luck. I love you kid, and you should never think other wise. Till the next time.