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so i never got hit on as much as i did lastnight....ever. hes definately a boy whos not afraid to say what he wants lol. we're gonna play pool today. Im really likin travis, but i don't want him thinkin that im liking him in the way he wants me to.
i've givin up tryign with those 3 gurls. they can mope about their "zukas" past by themselves. i don't understand why they think they're doing me a favor by telling me all the horrible things they've done....but forget to mention the horrible,rude,childish shit they did right back.
anywhos....tim owes me now. don't care what he says. im sad....again he didn't call me. honestly, i don't know whats so hard about picking up a phone and calling me. im making the effort to get ahold of him...eventho it pisses me off cuz i never get thru, i still try....its more than he does. he doesnt call me. i dunno. whatever. im justa stupid sap whos making a big deal out of nothing. just thought it'd be nice feeling an knowing you're important to someone else. travis calls me more than he does now. i wish i didn't care so much....it wouldn't suck so much for me then. i don't like going a day without being able to talk to him on here or the phone. guess he doesn't really have a problem with it. it's fine really...nothin wrong with it, i just now know how i really feel, and how he really feels.
ima go clean a li'l bit and shower so i can leave.
~SinD
i've givin up tryign with those 3 gurls. they can mope about their "zukas" past by themselves. i don't understand why they think they're doing me a favor by telling me all the horrible things they've done....but forget to mention the horrible,rude,childish shit they did right back.
anywhos....tim owes me now. don't care what he says. im sad....again he didn't call me. honestly, i don't know whats so hard about picking up a phone and calling me. im making the effort to get ahold of him...eventho it pisses me off cuz i never get thru, i still try....its more than he does. he doesnt call me. i dunno. whatever. im justa stupid sap whos making a big deal out of nothing. just thought it'd be nice feeling an knowing you're important to someone else. travis calls me more than he does now. i wish i didn't care so much....it wouldn't suck so much for me then. i don't like going a day without being able to talk to him on here or the phone. guess he doesn't really have a problem with it. it's fine really...nothin wrong with it, i just now know how i really feel, and how he really feels.
ima go clean a li'l bit and shower so i can leave.
~SinD