Nostalgic Enui
I spent yesterday cooking, drinking, hugging, giving and being given to. A lot of wonderful people came to my Bon Voyage party. A lot of very generous people who took most of my best stuff home with them. Twas a fabulous day that makes me a little bit sad. Imminent as the journey is, I have not felt much loss until today. My now emptier home with empty soup pots and cigarette butts floating in beer dregs mirrors my soul. I am leaving alot of love here in Spokane. Or perhaps what I am feeling is the weight of all the love I've been gifted and now must carry across the planet. An easy yoke to be sure, but one heavy with freshness.