Black Magic? No...It's Gravitation.
Nooooooooo! I just had to watch as mum took her little portable air conditioner back to work with her *sobs*
So anyway...man I'm tired. I keep sleeping for like 5 - 15 minutes at a time and then being jolted awake in a full blown panic. You know the kind you get when someone wakes you suddenly or you wake up realizing that you are late or being scared awake by a noise...yeah like that. Then of course it takes forever to get back to sleep. I wouldn't mind so much if 1. I could sleep for longer periods of time and 2. I actually had a reason for waking up scared shitless (like a noise or a nightmare or something) instead of it being nothing.
I feel like shit. I have been feeling so depressed over the past few days...but then again I have been drawing and writing quite a lot more which always tends to happen when I get down. Its a tough decision, either be happy and have no creativity what-so-ever or be depressed and create awesome stuff...I think I'll go with the being depressed thank you...just as long as it doesn't get to the point where I am so depressed that I have no drive to do anything. At the moment I am sort of wavering on the fine line between being creatively depressed and being too depressed to do anything...but usually it is at this point that I pull out my best works. Yeah I've been doing a lot of art, I just haven't uploaded it to DeviantArt yet...I've got some character sketches started for my as of yet untitled manga and a wicked Dark x Krad picture that needs some touch ups before I upload it and some Gravitation sketches.
I have episodes 6 - 13 of the Death Note anime coming. Yatta!
QUOTABLE QUOTE:
"It's so hard to be truthful sometimes. I respect the way you can always be so honest. I don't know if I can be that way...but I'll try. So...don't ever leave me again. It's inconvenient not to have a hole to fuck when I am in the mood." - Yuki from Gravitation by Maki Murakami (yeah way to ruin a poignant moment Yuki you ass lol)
So anyway...man I'm tired. I keep sleeping for like 5 - 15 minutes at a time and then being jolted awake in a full blown panic. You know the kind you get when someone wakes you suddenly or you wake up realizing that you are late or being scared awake by a noise...yeah like that. Then of course it takes forever to get back to sleep. I wouldn't mind so much if 1. I could sleep for longer periods of time and 2. I actually had a reason for waking up scared shitless (like a noise or a nightmare or something) instead of it being nothing.
I feel like shit. I have been feeling so depressed over the past few days...but then again I have been drawing and writing quite a lot more which always tends to happen when I get down. Its a tough decision, either be happy and have no creativity what-so-ever or be depressed and create awesome stuff...I think I'll go with the being depressed thank you...just as long as it doesn't get to the point where I am so depressed that I have no drive to do anything. At the moment I am sort of wavering on the fine line between being creatively depressed and being too depressed to do anything...but usually it is at this point that I pull out my best works. Yeah I've been doing a lot of art, I just haven't uploaded it to DeviantArt yet...I've got some character sketches started for my as of yet untitled manga and a wicked Dark x Krad picture that needs some touch ups before I upload it and some Gravitation sketches.
I have episodes 6 - 13 of the Death Note anime coming. Yatta!
QUOTABLE QUOTE:
"It's so hard to be truthful sometimes. I respect the way you can always be so honest. I don't know if I can be that way...but I'll try. So...don't ever leave me again. It's inconvenient not to have a hole to fuck when I am in the mood." - Yuki from Gravitation by Maki Murakami (yeah way to ruin a poignant moment Yuki you ass lol)