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I don't like this....as much as I love him he's acting weird as hell.....and I feel very distant from him...I feel like he knows all of this stuff about me and I know jack shit about him, because no matter how much he talks about opening up and letting people in and accepting help from those close to you when you need it...he's the worst about doing none of that ever....I feel like there is nothing between us right now, that's how distant I feel....it's weird as hell because he'll act like he usually does for a while there it is...there it all is right back the way it has been and then he goes back into this weird thing and it's all distant and indifferent....it really bothers me...am I going to ask him about it...nope.....I also hate that I have no friends...I have no friends...I have come to realize I am not close to anyone....I can barely stand shannon's very presence anymore because I can't help but think of all the things she's done to me and how many times she's hurt me...kell, kris and tiff are all far off physically...and sunn is far off in her little religion bubble...I barely know most of the other people I'm around much....so I have Cory, who's acting weird, daniel who's constantly with melinda, and doug, my ex that is constantly with caitlin...hmm....yep I'm completely alone....