Better Now
Okay the angst is over.
I can't get down on myself for people and things changing instead of remaining static, waiting for me to decide what I want to be. In any case, we're still close and I don't see us moving further apart - if anything, I'm glad. It gives me more time to focus on my studies. Pining is not always fun or productive - studying tends to be both these days (I'm a literature major, so studying means reading means learning and I like all of that!)
Lately my main activity outside of class and eating and drinking has been visiting the Stevenson Coffeeshop. It's pretty sweet - they have an outdoor patio area very reminiscent of my grandmother's patio at her house in Boulder Creek. Trees and bushes and mosquitos, it's a real experience. Inside they play a strange variety of pop music and who knows what while selling fair trade coffee (the sugar's not fair trade, use at own risk!) I've met a handful of cool people there, people I wouldn't mind befriending indeed. Yeup, coffeeshops are where it is at. I still need to check out Cafe Pergolesi downtown, I hear all the revolutionistas sip their lattés there...
I can't talk now - Costco alfredo calls me and I must answer. Damn those free samples!
I can't get down on myself for people and things changing instead of remaining static, waiting for me to decide what I want to be. In any case, we're still close and I don't see us moving further apart - if anything, I'm glad. It gives me more time to focus on my studies. Pining is not always fun or productive - studying tends to be both these days (I'm a literature major, so studying means reading means learning and I like all of that!)
Lately my main activity outside of class and eating and drinking has been visiting the Stevenson Coffeeshop. It's pretty sweet - they have an outdoor patio area very reminiscent of my grandmother's patio at her house in Boulder Creek. Trees and bushes and mosquitos, it's a real experience. Inside they play a strange variety of pop music and who knows what while selling fair trade coffee (the sugar's not fair trade, use at own risk!) I've met a handful of cool people there, people I wouldn't mind befriending indeed. Yeup, coffeeshops are where it is at. I still need to check out Cafe Pergolesi downtown, I hear all the revolutionistas sip their lattés there...
I can't talk now - Costco alfredo calls me and I must answer. Damn those free samples!