what is this rollercoaster?
today has been super challenging.
i woke up full of conflicted feelings, and what do i do, but pick a fight with the person that i least want to hurt or fight with, of course!
having resolved that mess and feeling a little better, i did have an awesome brunch when jazzles and jackie came over to eat amazing food that we all prepared. we also watched crap tv that heath recorded for me: lindsay lohan hollywood trainwreck. it was pretty informative.
then i got all exhausted and fell back into a terrible mood and was awful to be around, and i just kept thinking, "what is wrong with me?!"
i then realized i just need focus! so, i decided to plan my entire year at graduate school. i researched the course listings and planned my academic year. then, i started sourcing apartments near penn in west philadelphia. damn! rent is high up in there!
so, i found out: school starts july 7th, 2008. and then i'll graduate may 18th, 2009. and then i'll have a fancy new set of three letters to follow my name. msw.
this whole challenging day has been full of conflict in my head and battles between my head and my heart. this whole weekend has been emotionally crappy and erratic, too. i feel so whiny, petualant and awful but i want to do all the things you do when you feel great and awesome about life. ugh. i can't handle me today.
but, now i am making chili, which i love to make because it takes so long to cook to taste perfect and feels filling and nutritive and perfect. i am going to try to make tonight end well.
i woke up full of conflicted feelings, and what do i do, but pick a fight with the person that i least want to hurt or fight with, of course!
having resolved that mess and feeling a little better, i did have an awesome brunch when jazzles and jackie came over to eat amazing food that we all prepared. we also watched crap tv that heath recorded for me: lindsay lohan hollywood trainwreck. it was pretty informative.
then i got all exhausted and fell back into a terrible mood and was awful to be around, and i just kept thinking, "what is wrong with me?!"
i then realized i just need focus! so, i decided to plan my entire year at graduate school. i researched the course listings and planned my academic year. then, i started sourcing apartments near penn in west philadelphia. damn! rent is high up in there!
so, i found out: school starts july 7th, 2008. and then i'll graduate may 18th, 2009. and then i'll have a fancy new set of three letters to follow my name. msw.
this whole challenging day has been full of conflict in my head and battles between my head and my heart. this whole weekend has been emotionally crappy and erratic, too. i feel so whiny, petualant and awful but i want to do all the things you do when you feel great and awesome about life. ugh. i can't handle me today.
but, now i am making chili, which i love to make because it takes so long to cook to taste perfect and feels filling and nutritive and perfect. i am going to try to make tonight end well.