Stop It

[eatworms]

Hey guess what? YOU AREN'T ME!! You can't live my life for me. You can't tell me what I can and can't do. You can't tell me who I can be friends with and you can't tell me who I can fall in love with. You can't tell me who I can talk on the phone with and you can't tell me that I'm living my life the wrong way. What's the wrong way??? Just because I'm not living my life in the perfect fantasy land you're living in doesn't mean my life is wrong. Don't even begin to tell me that I have to stop hanging out with my two best friends at school because they don't have the exact same beliefs as me. You're killing our friendship and I can't take it any longer. I know that in your eyes I haven't made the best decisions in my life. And I know that you always help me pick up the left overs and put them back together...but do you really? Do you really help me put them back together or do you sit back and give the I told you so speech? I'm sorry I talk about my problems with you...i'm done. I can't do it anymore because you judge me and tonight proved it. You can't fix me. I have to fix myself. And honestly...the things that you see as problems in my life and that you are trying to fix...i don't see as problems and have no desire then to try to fix them.

I tried. I really have. I really really have. But I can't do it anymore. Let me grow and experience life on my own. Let me make decisions and choices for my life...and if you wanna be my friend...support me. Love me for me. Stop setting boundaries and guidelines for my life. I will never live up to your expectations. Am I am finally ok with that. You shouldn't even have expectations of me. But you do. And I have no desire to live up to them. Because I am who I am, and I am enough.