Friends, acting, dirty dancing and the legal system
Ugh, after tomorrow, which is a rough day anyway with Choral Singing and the terrible teacher, Stage Combat and Classical Text with the teacher WHO WON'T STOP TALKING. Which sounds awful. But then I have the small group Voice lesson that I adore so I really hope that'll make up for what will be a shitty Friday.
Am going back home, having to miss Friday lessons, in order to go to court. Fuck.
But don't want to talk about that. Was a good day today. Dramaturgy, we all got to be characters, various French, German, Castillian, which was dead funny. Then in Movement, we all had to dirty dance with each other and give each other massages, which was not bad since it was the group I am most comfortable in. But particularly the massage....it's like something I really strongly associate with Alex, it's a special thing I do for him every night I'm with him so that made me sad.
He's offered to let me stay with him Friday night post-court and God bless him he's actually coming up to the court if he's not working just to be moral support for me. I love my Man.
Also starting to udnerstand what it might be like to love friends again. Went to see Lenny Henry's Othello yesterday with Mountview Sophie. It baffles both of us how well we get on. But we just do, it's really odd, I find her just wonderful company and we had a great night. On top of this, starting to get on really well with particular people in my RADA year I feel, like Josh M, Greg, Rosie, Scarlett, Jennifer. I love being able to feel so ease with people, it's such a relief.
And my theory about this weekend is that it's a token shitty weekend in between the last fantastic weekend that I loved so much and next weekend where I get to see Alex in his play and stay in a hotel with him for 3 nights cause I don't have classes on Monday (lol, our half term constitutes one day and even then I'm ushering a show in the evening) So just have to imagine Friday being over.... but have a sinking feeling of certainty that I'll be losing my license and getting banned. Fuck.
Am going back home, having to miss Friday lessons, in order to go to court. Fuck.
But don't want to talk about that. Was a good day today. Dramaturgy, we all got to be characters, various French, German, Castillian, which was dead funny. Then in Movement, we all had to dirty dance with each other and give each other massages, which was not bad since it was the group I am most comfortable in. But particularly the massage....it's like something I really strongly associate with Alex, it's a special thing I do for him every night I'm with him so that made me sad.
He's offered to let me stay with him Friday night post-court and God bless him he's actually coming up to the court if he's not working just to be moral support for me. I love my Man.
Also starting to udnerstand what it might be like to love friends again. Went to see Lenny Henry's Othello yesterday with Mountview Sophie. It baffles both of us how well we get on. But we just do, it's really odd, I find her just wonderful company and we had a great night. On top of this, starting to get on really well with particular people in my RADA year I feel, like Josh M, Greg, Rosie, Scarlett, Jennifer. I love being able to feel so ease with people, it's such a relief.
And my theory about this weekend is that it's a token shitty weekend in between the last fantastic weekend that I loved so much and next weekend where I get to see Alex in his play and stay in a hotel with him for 3 nights cause I don't have classes on Monday (lol, our half term constitutes one day and even then I'm ushering a show in the evening) So just have to imagine Friday being over.... but have a sinking feeling of certainty that I'll be losing my license and getting banned. Fuck.