Jun 11, 2008 23:06
I'm absolutely ridiculous. Disregard that last post, because I'm crazy. I usually feel good about the fact that I'm not generally very dramatic at all, but maybe if I could handle more real-life conversation and confrontation, I would save myself a lot of quiet freak-outs.
So I may really be able to get a web site going soon. This guy I've been talking to has been shooting for a while, but he's been having trouble really getting things going. He wanted me to contact girls for him, and I was a little apprehensive. I didn't know what he was working on, if I wanted to associate my name with it or when I'd start benefiting. When he had no concept, I suggested one that we'd do together, so hopefully we can get things going soon and keep them going once he moves.
Starting this site means getting some new toys, which always makes me happy. I'm thinking the Jackhammer Jesus, the Share dildo and a gag/head harness will be necessary for starters. I really do have plans for scenes with these things, too. I'm not just going to go on a toy shopping spree at someone else's expense.
I also seem to have gotten a role in a legitimate indie horror film. It sounds interesting, and I got the script tonight. The pay isn't bad, transportation is covered and I'll be fed. The wardrobe will be awesome, too. I'm really excited, so hopefully everything will work out.