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"Until we see this eye to eye, I don't want you."
Well, it seems that mentioning anything at all about dating someone new is enough to jinx it. We got into a RIDICULOUS fight tonight and it appears that it might have been the end of it. Even if it's not official yet (I don't actually know), I'm pretty sure that unless he got a hormone injection today to somehow explain how big of an asshole he was being that I want it to be officially over. What a god-forsaken waste of my fucking time.
First guy in... pretty much ever that I didn't cry about being done with. Says something, don't you think? I don't know. Maybe because we haven't officially said "fuck this," I'm not upset. We'll see in a few days, I guess.
Other than that, nothing new. I need to go party this weekend, though. Get my mind off the bullshit.
Days like this make not smoking insanely hard.
UGH.
Well, it seems that mentioning anything at all about dating someone new is enough to jinx it. We got into a RIDICULOUS fight tonight and it appears that it might have been the end of it. Even if it's not official yet (I don't actually know), I'm pretty sure that unless he got a hormone injection today to somehow explain how big of an asshole he was being that I want it to be officially over. What a god-forsaken waste of my fucking time.
First guy in... pretty much ever that I didn't cry about being done with. Says something, don't you think? I don't know. Maybe because we haven't officially said "fuck this," I'm not upset. We'll see in a few days, I guess.
Other than that, nothing new. I need to go party this weekend, though. Get my mind off the bullshit.
Days like this make not smoking insanely hard.
UGH.