Just for the Record
[I feel like maybe I'm growing too attached too quickly.]
I have not slept in my dorm room for the past two whole weeks. Not even for one day. I have slept in her bed, and it feels comfortable, when I imagine sleeping alone I miss her arms, the warmth of her body.
[I'm afraid that I'm procrastinating with her and she is my coping technique--]
I don't feel like doing work or going to class and I find solace in her company, for better or for worse we work together, attempt to figure each other out, share our frustrations, learn each other, share everything.
I've dated so many different people this first year in college and each one has their idiosyncrasies and beauties and I'm tired of trying to discern whether it is lasting or not. I think I'm just going to enjoy the time we spend together and see where it goes.
[The LAST thing I need is stress about my new romance...]
School is almost out as it is and I have a busy summer of trips to my past homes and moving into a new home ahead of me.
FINALLY I SEE HOPE! Finally I feel good about where I will be in the coming months!!!
~Maika
I have not slept in my dorm room for the past two whole weeks. Not even for one day. I have slept in her bed, and it feels comfortable, when I imagine sleeping alone I miss her arms, the warmth of her body.
[I'm afraid that I'm procrastinating with her and she is my coping technique--]
I don't feel like doing work or going to class and I find solace in her company, for better or for worse we work together, attempt to figure each other out, share our frustrations, learn each other, share everything.
I've dated so many different people this first year in college and each one has their idiosyncrasies and beauties and I'm tired of trying to discern whether it is lasting or not. I think I'm just going to enjoy the time we spend together and see where it goes.
[The LAST thing I need is stress about my new romance...]
School is almost out as it is and I have a busy summer of trips to my past homes and moving into a new home ahead of me.
FINALLY I SEE HOPE! Finally I feel good about where I will be in the coming months!!!
~Maika