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Wow, I'm just amazed right now. Prior to today, with all the people getting laid off, I was scared. I was thinking...not this way...not yet...I'm not ready. And suddenly......that fear left me. I started cleaning out my desk drawers and getting everything I have here packed up in bags. The only thing in my drawer now is work stuff. While doing it I felt like I had just gave in. I felt a sense of freedom. A sense of excitment. I understood as well what was happening. I was accepting things as they were. I could be laid off. I could find a new job and leave before. Either way...I'm packing up. There was a sense of..."let me pack now...cause I don't know if I'll be here on monday". I can't really explain if that is true or not...but it's what I felt.
Well see....
But I feel pretty good now. I'm still handling a bit of energy from it....but I know just like anything else..it will pass...as long as I don't resisit it. So...so be it....whatever it is to be!
Bring it on world...I'm ready! I know I can handle anything that comes my way..... :)
Have a blessed weekend everyone!
Well see....
But I feel pretty good now. I'm still handling a bit of energy from it....but I know just like anything else..it will pass...as long as I don't resisit it. So...so be it....whatever it is to be!
Bring it on world...I'm ready! I know I can handle anything that comes my way..... :)
Have a blessed weekend everyone!