May 17, 2007 17:14
My dreams have been interesting lately. Each time the true.com girl has been here, I've had a dream. Expected.
The first dream I had was about meeting a new woman that I was just crazy about and really attracted to. She headed off and I went downstairs. When I got downstairs I remembered about my gf and how thankful I was for having her in my life. It was like, I appreciated her even more now that I went out on a date or two with another woman.
It's a wierd juxtipustion.....
Then last night I had two different dreams.
The first one, the true.com girl was my wife (the feel was for a long time...say 10 years) and she was chatting in a room across from me with good friends. I was in the bedroom watching a movie that I really really wanted to see. ( I think there was a tint of sadness to this...like I wanted to be in there with her..but I had to see this)
The seond dream was about J.
I had just left the true.com after meeting up for a date or something. J is wherever I am adn she is DRUNK! She's all loopy talking to me. I go to turn my phone off because I don't want her to see true.com girl text me since I'm expecting her to. Especially since we were going to roll around. But what I see on the phone screen is like the world time and I'm messing with it. J talks about how there is no one in the way now. As if she was weighing between me and another girl and that's why she 'called it off'. I thought that was wierd to say since I didn't know anything about it. We headed downstairs and saw a fox stuck in a tree! I ask if it's stuck but realize soon it gets out! J turns into a squirrle and the fox is chasing her. I'm scared and nervous...she is not. She is bubbly and laughing while running...but playful. As if there is no danger. She eventually makes it to the room while trailing a long chord with keys on it. The fox is still out there so I knock on door closest to me, no one answers to I turn the knob and open it..but don't go in...waiting to see if the fox is coming. The apt is furnished. The fox is gone I guess, so I close the door but the knob falls off with the keys to the door in them. I struggle to get it back in but it doesn't go. So I leave it in the cornor my the door and grap my keys from off the floor.
Yeah....that's just wierd......
What I get from this is that I'm waiting around to see what J will do before I really let myself go with the true.com girl.
Other than that...I don't know yet.....