May 16, 2007 14:17
So today my couselor told me that she accepted a job offer and that would mean she won't be at they Y anymore.
This would happen now. LOL. It's funny cause in taking the clarvoyant classes, I'm stepping fully into my own knowning...................................
And then the person I have had there backing me up and stuff...............might be gone............
Once again...pulling me into accepting my own knowningness about things. Either that or I've gotten to a place where I trust myself a lot more......
I just think it ironic. She said she wasn't even looking for anther job! It just happened.
Well......it's sad. I teared up and was upset with myself for crying about it. I told her this and she reinstated that in front of all people.....I can cry in front of her. And that this is really sad thing...
So I can follow her where ever she goes or go to a new place or stay at the Y but be on a long waiting list.
I don't know yet.....I'm a bit numb right now to fully feeling this......
So ironic.....