Jun 18, 2004 23:10
I took a nap earlyer - which I suppoaw looking back, was a mistake, as I can't sleep now - but I was just too tired. I had slept over at Matt's the night before, and it was just too hot - I didn't sleep well at all (more than just the heat was at fault, but I really don't want to get into that at the moment). Then the night before I hadn't slept well because that was my fist night back in Chicago, and then of couse the day before I had only slept two hours on the plane after a 42 hour period. So I was trying to catch up on my ZzZzZz's ... but now I'm just all out of ballance ... I was trying to eat some sugar to put me to sleep, but still not enough ... it's just making me slow ... not sleepy. Blah. What was I talking about? Maybe I should read ... I have some projects that I havn't touched in a while ... something. But I do need to get away from this computer.
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Matt is GOOD to me. But just the same, he's not RIGHT for me.
And I'm not sure how that makes me feel.