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Did a personality test at colorquiz.com... a lot more blunt than a lot of tests! Here's what it said about me.
Your Existing Situation
Acts in an orderly, methodical, and self-contained manner. Needs the sympathetic understanding of someone who will give her recognition and approval.
(Well, I guess that's all true enough...)
Your Stress Sources
Has an unsatisfied need to ally herself with others whose standards are as high as her own, and to stand out from the herd. Her control of her sensual instincts restricts her ability to give herself, but the resulting isolation leads to the urge to surrender and allow herself to merge with another. This disturbs her. as such instincts are regarded as weaknesses to be overcome; she feels that only by continued self-restraint can she hope to maintain her attitude of individual superiority. Wants to be loved or admired for herself alone; needs attention, recognition, and the esteem of others.
(Unfortunatly, that's all true too. ;p)
Your Restrained Characteristics
Feels that she is burdened with more than her fair share of problems. However, she sticks to her goals and tries to overcome her difficulties by being flexible and accommodating. Insists that her goals and realistic and sticks obstinately to them, even though circumstances are forcing her to compromise. Very exacting in the standards she applies to her choice of a partner. Circumstances are restrictive and hampering, forcing her to forgo all joys and pleasures for the time being.
(I don't think that's all true. I think I have a lot less problems than most people... I feel bad cause I don't have enough problems! ;p Lots of things make me happy now.)
Your Desired Objective
Longs for a tender and sympathetic bond and for a situation of idealized harmony. Has an imperative need for tenderness and affection. Susceptible to anything esthetic.
(That's all true, but that's probably true for anyone...)
Your Actual Problem
Has a fear that she might be prevented from achieving the things she wants. This leads her to employ great personal charm in her dealings with others, hoping that this will make it easier for her to reach her objectives.
(I am scared that I might not end up happy... but if they think I have great personal charm, cool, I won't tell them otherwise. ;) )
Your Actual Problem #2
Greatly impressed by the unique, by originality, and by individuals of outstanding characteristics. Tries to emulate the characteristics she admires and to display originality in her own personality.
(Yup.)
Went to Jeremy's party. Hee hee, he hadn't guessed a thing about it! Lots of food. I got to 'say a few words' about Jeremy at the cutting of the cake... Stupid me, the only story I could remember was the one about him flipping himself over after running straight into a wire fence when we played Spotlight in Tamworth. I can think of way better stories now... like how he helped me climb that mountain at snow camp, when I didn't think I could do it... how he helped me snowboard down a real hill... that time at the beach when it was real windy and I felt all depressed so I went to sit on the rocks at the headland, and he was the only one who came to look for me... But maybe those aren't memories for everyone anyway.
I've decided to write him a letter. Telling him once and for all how much I care about him. I guess he'll never mention it, and act like he never got it... but I'm going to do it anyway. So I can be sure that he knows. Maybe he'll remember me when I'm gone.
It would mean the world to me if he would right back. The world.
I love him. Not romantic love, like Duane, but it's love. I don't love people very easily. I'm sparing with my total affections. I'm scared that when I leave home that I'll never find anymore friends as good as Becky and Jeremy... I don't know how to meet new people...
But the party was fun. Jeremy loved the gift voucher at the bike store that I told my parents to get him. I'm going to give him a present from me next Saturday, on his real birthday.
But I have nothing to give... I was going to write him the rest of MindBender, but there's been no time...
Maybe I'll write him an IOU. ;p
I'm not sure how MindBender ends. But I know how it begins. 'To Jeremy - For helping with the mountains'
Sleepy...
Your Existing Situation
Acts in an orderly, methodical, and self-contained manner. Needs the sympathetic understanding of someone who will give her recognition and approval.
(Well, I guess that's all true enough...)
Your Stress Sources
Has an unsatisfied need to ally herself with others whose standards are as high as her own, and to stand out from the herd. Her control of her sensual instincts restricts her ability to give herself, but the resulting isolation leads to the urge to surrender and allow herself to merge with another. This disturbs her. as such instincts are regarded as weaknesses to be overcome; she feels that only by continued self-restraint can she hope to maintain her attitude of individual superiority. Wants to be loved or admired for herself alone; needs attention, recognition, and the esteem of others.
(Unfortunatly, that's all true too. ;p)
Your Restrained Characteristics
Feels that she is burdened with more than her fair share of problems. However, she sticks to her goals and tries to overcome her difficulties by being flexible and accommodating. Insists that her goals and realistic and sticks obstinately to them, even though circumstances are forcing her to compromise. Very exacting in the standards she applies to her choice of a partner. Circumstances are restrictive and hampering, forcing her to forgo all joys and pleasures for the time being.
(I don't think that's all true. I think I have a lot less problems than most people... I feel bad cause I don't have enough problems! ;p Lots of things make me happy now.)
Your Desired Objective
Longs for a tender and sympathetic bond and for a situation of idealized harmony. Has an imperative need for tenderness and affection. Susceptible to anything esthetic.
(That's all true, but that's probably true for anyone...)
Your Actual Problem
Has a fear that she might be prevented from achieving the things she wants. This leads her to employ great personal charm in her dealings with others, hoping that this will make it easier for her to reach her objectives.
(I am scared that I might not end up happy... but if they think I have great personal charm, cool, I won't tell them otherwise. ;) )
Your Actual Problem #2
Greatly impressed by the unique, by originality, and by individuals of outstanding characteristics. Tries to emulate the characteristics she admires and to display originality in her own personality.
(Yup.)
Went to Jeremy's party. Hee hee, he hadn't guessed a thing about it! Lots of food. I got to 'say a few words' about Jeremy at the cutting of the cake... Stupid me, the only story I could remember was the one about him flipping himself over after running straight into a wire fence when we played Spotlight in Tamworth. I can think of way better stories now... like how he helped me climb that mountain at snow camp, when I didn't think I could do it... how he helped me snowboard down a real hill... that time at the beach when it was real windy and I felt all depressed so I went to sit on the rocks at the headland, and he was the only one who came to look for me... But maybe those aren't memories for everyone anyway.
I've decided to write him a letter. Telling him once and for all how much I care about him. I guess he'll never mention it, and act like he never got it... but I'm going to do it anyway. So I can be sure that he knows. Maybe he'll remember me when I'm gone.
It would mean the world to me if he would right back. The world.
I love him. Not romantic love, like Duane, but it's love. I don't love people very easily. I'm sparing with my total affections. I'm scared that when I leave home that I'll never find anymore friends as good as Becky and Jeremy... I don't know how to meet new people...
But the party was fun. Jeremy loved the gift voucher at the bike store that I told my parents to get him. I'm going to give him a present from me next Saturday, on his real birthday.
But I have nothing to give... I was going to write him the rest of MindBender, but there's been no time...
Maybe I'll write him an IOU. ;p
I'm not sure how MindBender ends. But I know how it begins. 'To Jeremy - For helping with the mountains'
Sleepy...