69 the bad way
So now I'm scared. 69 days till graduation. 69 days left as a college
student. The real world is coming up behind me like a Mac truck on the
interstate. I applied to 5 jobs today, and they are all far away. One
here in Florida, and the rest are on the West Coast. One in Washington
sounds like a really good position as a "Holography and Optics
Technician". I had my first slightly panicked call home. I started
asking my parents about what is going to happen in December. What if I
have to move? How will I pay for things while I'm inbetween jobs? Where
do I put all my stuff? What if I sub-lease my apartment? What about
Christmas? They calmed me down, but I know I'm going to be full of new
questions. I haven't gotten much of any school work done in the past
week. My senior design project is falling behind, and I've got a major
test this week that I'm not ready for. I realized that I don't have a
cap or gown ordered yet, and I don't know when or where thats supposed
to be done. On the plus side, last night at Pat O's was a blast. Check
my fotolog for pics.