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well, its the end of week one off the methadone and im well on my way to feeling much better already!
the only thing thats really getting to me is the whole depression thats coming from not being able to really sleep at all. but i cant complain, i have it really good compared to everyone else who goes through this, but thats cuz i have God and it was in his plan for me to get off the crap so quickly.
i lost 11 pounds so far. which really is nothing considering i gained about 25 when i got on the methadone, so hopefully within the next couple of weeks thatll all be gone again and i can start wearing some of my older clothes that i love and the newer ones will be a little bit looser on me. of course its all in my butt and thighs. maybe ill just go find a guy that can deal with that. hehe
well, gotta work and have fun. yay!
the only thing thats really getting to me is the whole depression thats coming from not being able to really sleep at all. but i cant complain, i have it really good compared to everyone else who goes through this, but thats cuz i have God and it was in his plan for me to get off the crap so quickly.
i lost 11 pounds so far. which really is nothing considering i gained about 25 when i got on the methadone, so hopefully within the next couple of weeks thatll all be gone again and i can start wearing some of my older clothes that i love and the newer ones will be a little bit looser on me. of course its all in my butt and thighs. maybe ill just go find a guy that can deal with that. hehe
well, gotta work and have fun. yay!