Jun 10, 2003 00:23
For all the time I spend thinking about sex, none of it's SO important that it would have to be the FIRST ENTRY. Okay, enough capital letters.
Even being anonymous, it may take me a little bit to work up the nerve to post about sex with other people, though recently I've been lucky enough to HAVE some, which is great. I suppose I could post about masturbating until then, though.
I've gotten so used to having a porn stash that I forget not everyone does. In fact, I feel pretty uncreative lately when I think about HOW rarely I make myself come while just fantasizing... for, geez, at least the past several years, I've almost always had a book or a video on hand to help get me off. Mostly video, now that I have both a VCR and a computer; seeing other people come is what really turns me on -- no, check that, because in the porn I watch most of the men manage to keep a poker face while coming, if their faces are even visible, and what I really want is to see and hear someone having a good time, so that just accentuates my existing bias toward women. I don't know why I have so little gay porn; there's got to be SOME of it that shows guys actually, you know, getting OFF rather than just ejaculating.
And it must be easy to find gay porn on the net, right? Because porn and the net go together, sort of like porn and every other medium, but more so, and occasionally for free. Hm. If I didn't have to go to work tomorrow I would go hunting.
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