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Oct 20, 2005 07:17

why does my heart feel so bad?
these open doors
water poured to wake me
the sun shines not to day
fear that darkness has found good company
fluids pour as do my thoughts
why does my heart feel so bad?
these open doors
no rest for the tortured
cloudy night sky lighting itself
see nothing but shadows consume reality
the red delicious flowing

so many things i wish to talk about. i can't. i want them off my chest. i want to shout them to the people they pertain to. i can't.
it would ruin more then it would help. even here i shout to the restless void. it consumes my thoughts. there isn't even an echo back. where are you world? i'm listless in a sea of dragons. the princess is devoured. i want to run. creepers everywhere. they laugh. they whisper into my head. madness is instilled. i want it to leave. it wants me to stay. i am doomed to wonder as such. i can not change. hopeless rantings now fill my void. what wrong do i do? anyonmity can be your name. but information i still seek. i hate the person inside. the demon must be excercised. the stress is there. chased by my thoughts i await the return.
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