Seventh Thoughts

Jun 16, 2004 00:36

There are feeling that come upon us like no other.. They jump on top of us like a fast moving stamped. People can bring you all kinds of felling. Feelings of happiness, sadness, anger, guilt, and much more. Lately when I think about a certain someone I get this feeling of guilt but happiness. My stomach drops and I feel like crap. But its a happy crap. That person give me that feeling because of happiness when I am with them because of sadness when I am with them, and because of ever other feeling you can get, I have it when I am with them. The thing is that when I am not with them I a get a feeling that I should be with them. Being HAPPY as I would say. They makes me want to live. What to take the next step into my life. Makes me want to be as happy as I was when I was little and, did not know the mean of sadness.

I feel as though I don’t need them but that my life would be so much better with them. So much more happy. that I would not have to go though life by my self. I like that feeling. Have a happy life is very important to me. I want it very much. I don’t know what I would do if I can not have it. I think that I may go nuts and search for the rest of my life for it. A happy life is better than a sad one. A life that is figured out for you is not the one that I want. But it seems that if I want it then I need to figure my life out right now. From top to bottom. I want to go though life not knowing, I like it that way, but I want to know that I am happy, and very happy at that.

Do you think that there is one right person for everyone. I have debated that so many times. I hope that I can find him. People seem like that there are many people for one person. But if you look really close to a relationship you will see that each indivale relationship has its ups and downs. How do you know if you have found that special person. Do you just know. Or do you have to think about it real hard.

I was in Health class today learning about the Health Triangle. There are three sides emotional, physical, and social. You need all three of these to live a happy live.. You need balance in your life. In physical health you need to work out daily activity’s in your life. Knowing when it is to much. Knowing how to deal with everyday events. In like mental and emotional health is like how you feel about your self. How you relate to others. How you meet the demands of everyday life.. The last thing is social health. Is pretty much how you get along with others. The reason why I am writing this I because I did not realize how much that is so true. That you need all three to be happy.. I mean yes if one goes down then you will be sad in some ways. But the thing is that you need to try to keep them all up in balance.

I feel that this mean so much to mean to but no one understands what I am talking about after I read what I have written. If that makes any since. There is so much to talk about but I can not put it all in words. Its very hard. Well that’s all that I have. Leave a message if you get any of this. Thanks.

Love,
EA

One more thing……=> It's strange how the world sometimes works. There's moments when I almost think that there might a reason or rhyme to it. Said by Lost Woman… The world is strange in how it works everyday of are life’s.
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