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I dont think ive gone 48 hours with out seeing JJ. HAha its just kind of wierd to think about for me since like a month ago i was so broken hearted.. blech. But JJ is an absolute sweetheart and is just real easy to be with. I like that. I called out sick from work yesterday and went to his house. He had been playing WOW for about 16 hours straight so we rented Employee of the Month and just layed down together. That movie is so funny by the way. I had dinner with him his mom and his grandfather too. Their a cute family. Im kind of glad about the way that things are going right now. You never know this could be something good, its already good. Eastman had nothing but good things to say about JJ the other night. Which is a change because i think eastman has a few choice words about andrew after what hes done. HAha. But other than that things are just the same. Andrew still calls me. He always wants to talk and do something. I dont think he gets it to be frank. Actually i know that he dosent get it or maybe hed back off when i told him that i need space. He thinks that only calling me 3 times a day is giving me space. Its jUst rediculous. He knows about jj and i and he knows that i like him alot. But once again andrew always puts himself and the way that he feels first. Whatever.
Im thinking about honestly just giiving up on school. Theres honestly no point asnymore. I go to school like 3 days a wwek. I know i know thats my fault and ill be the first one to admit it IFUCKED UP AND DUG MY OWN GRAVE but you know, you cant change the past so i guess im just stuck. I already know what im doing with my life and i know how to get there and all that good stufff but no one will take me seriousyy. I dont blame them i wouldnt take me seriously eitehr. But if thats the way that life goes than fuck it me and school just dont get along. fuck chem. Fuck midterms. Fuckyou mrs hyde. fuck you. I really dont need this shit at all. i need to get out of here.
andrew says hes going to apply to some college in new hampshire and its going to be great. OKAY. He always tells me shit like that but i know him to well i know him better. KID DROPPED OUT OF NORTH SHORE. Comeon now north shore?? But if he really wants to try that college thing he can go right ahead. I wish he would go, kinda. he needs to grow up some tiime. Not that JJs doing anybetter. 19yrs old living with his mom working at a liquor store. <3.
givevgaypeopletheirrightsyoudumbfucks.
Why do i stiill use this thing honestly. I dont know but thats just ayeokay. Double block Chem here i come. chyeau.
Im thinking about honestly just giiving up on school. Theres honestly no point asnymore. I go to school like 3 days a wwek. I know i know thats my fault and ill be the first one to admit it IFUCKED UP AND DUG MY OWN GRAVE but you know, you cant change the past so i guess im just stuck. I already know what im doing with my life and i know how to get there and all that good stufff but no one will take me seriousyy. I dont blame them i wouldnt take me seriously eitehr. But if thats the way that life goes than fuck it me and school just dont get along. fuck chem. Fuck midterms. Fuckyou mrs hyde. fuck you. I really dont need this shit at all. i need to get out of here.
andrew says hes going to apply to some college in new hampshire and its going to be great. OKAY. He always tells me shit like that but i know him to well i know him better. KID DROPPED OUT OF NORTH SHORE. Comeon now north shore?? But if he really wants to try that college thing he can go right ahead. I wish he would go, kinda. he needs to grow up some tiime. Not that JJs doing anybetter. 19yrs old living with his mom working at a liquor store. <3.
givevgaypeopletheirrightsyoudumbfucks.
Why do i stiill use this thing honestly. I dont know but thats just ayeokay. Double block Chem here i come. chyeau.