“We need Reason to effectively navigate our way through Life, but it is Faith that sustains us during the journey.”
~Today is October 28th, 2012/6th Undenia, 12AS. The past year or so has been a time of great trial for me and mine. It left us physically, emotionally and Spiritually exhausted and a bit deeper in debt. [and yes, I did hear Tennessee Ernie Ford sing that last line] But we have now entered a time of renewal, albeit slowly.
A few days ago circumstances dictated that I re-read
Her Prophet Explains: Addendum A: [Revealed Knowledge] in its entirety...and doing so lifted my spirits in a way I had not felt in a very long time. It brought me back to the place where I once again Knew My Purpose.
It also reminded me of how I get off track and then get discouraged. At the very beginning of Revealed Knowledge, I state, “I am, by both training and inclination, not only a Skeptic, but a Cynic, so the things I am going to share here I often find embarrassing to even consider, much less to actually believe. And yet I do. Such is the nature of Revealed Knowledge. It tends to be unprovable, at least in the short term.”
That is why I tend to fall back upon Reason when I 'lose momentum' etc. It is in large part my fear of becoming the 'mindless religious fanatic'. But as I also say in The Preface to The Explanation, “To many of you what will be presented in these pages will seem like madness. Often, it seems like madness to me, as well. And yet....when I am quiet and calm and centered it all unfolds perfectly and makes complete sense.”
Re-reading Revealed Knowledge brought me back to that place of being ' quiet and calm and centered' and it once again made 'complete sense'.
As I was on the verge of going to bed, I knew I could not do justice to what I was experiencing in the moment in that moment, so I created a file with the above title and wrote the above quote and then went to sleep, knowing that if my renewal was genuine and not just a unsustainable flash, I would get back to this in a timely fashion. And here I am.
I am required to admit that I did not re-read the whole thing with equal focus. I tended to glance over the whole unfinished I Know... portion because I feel unhappy about it being unfinished and ambivalent about facing the discomfort that I'll experience when I do finally finish it. So therefore I did not get an 'up-lift' from that.
However, reading the second half caused me to fill with...well, Joy...if you really want to know. I am little embarrassed to say that because of my innate skepticism, but I need to be honest with myself and others if I am to truly follow this Path.
I'll reproduce the whole section here because it is all of one piece and needs to be read as such:
"The Purpose here is to clearly illumine the Metaphysical underpinning that drives the necessity of creating a New Matriarchy.
Let me state it bluntly: As Revealed above, we humans are not fully of this world and as such are governed by factors that do not relate to this world. To invert that, there are factors that govern all other life upon this world that not only do not fully govern humans and are in some cases actually antithetical to our further development and those must be eschewed.
Principally, I speak of the Sexual Binary Paradigm.
I will let E explain from here. After all this IS about Revealed Knowledge.
E says; “As a hybrid species, you have inherited the aspects of two races and three genders. My race, as advanced as we became, was never perfect, something that should be obvious from what is written above. We meant well,but made crucial mistakes, something I realized back in the beginning, but was powerless to stop.
The early merging was an uneasy state and was destined to fail as long as the two races were aware of said state. A Forgetting was needed, time for both to fully meld into each other. Then, once that was accomplished, a Remembering could take place.
You are now upon the threshold of such a Remembering. However, though this process will produce a magnificent outcome, the process itself will be quite unpleasant at times, both in a metaphysical and a mundane fashion.
Possibly the most difficult part of this process will be the necessary transition of your presently bi-gendered species into a female mono-gendered species, necessary because the male body of your race cannot safely handle who you will become when The Remembering gets fully underway.
The reasons for this were outlined a few years ago and are quoted here;'The Corner Stone of Patriarchal Dominion, the concept of a Father/God, of a masculine energy, that ‘gave birth’ to All of Creation, is, at best, an absurdity, and at worst, a truly profound abomination, and is clearly the product of a Phallo-Centric delusionalism driven both by the male need for control and his literal and figurative fear of castration... underscored by the modern knowledge that in the womb all children begin as female.
The male is unbalanced by the lost memory of his femaleness, which is also the deep foundation of his castration fears. He strives for control because his ‘becoming male’ in his mother’s womb creates an unquenchable need to ‘become’ something else, but this ultimately only makes him Other and separate from the feminine All of Creation.
The male’s unquenchable need to ‘become’ has created this powerful Patriarchal Civilization which has perpetrated many hideous evils while simultaneously being the source of much Great Good. However, this civilization has become extremely ‘over- balanced’ and the evils at its core threaten to destroy all its Great Good. The obvious solution is to create a new balance.
To create this new balance requires The End of The Male. His present necessity as ‘the depositor of seed’ will soon be over as Patriarchal Science itself creates the tools for women to fertilize each other. Women certainly have the Masculine Energy needed to maintain and nurture the positive fruits of this Patriarchal Civilization, while holding its worst aspects at bay.
This is not ‘male gendercide’, but a slow out-breeding over three or five generations. The Spirit is Immortal and is basically the same in each gender. It is only the vessel that is different. As this new reality unfolds, your Spirits will one day have only female vessels to enter with each Cycle of Incarnation…and this New Matriarchy shall blossom.'
Those are roughly my words, though somewhat 'liturgically' interpreted by Her Prophet. I retained that form to express the urgency of the matter. The human male body cannot handle the energies that The Remembering will restore to your race; it is inherently too unstable because that 'becoming' in the womb.
Only the female body can do so because that form is the one most like my race's original mono-gendered form and it is largely our power that you will be regaining. And be aware that success in this process is not guaranteed. None of the racial elements involved are perfect.
For those panicking over this, please remember that bodies are only form, only vehicles. Your Spirit is the key and that is Immortal and will adjust easily to a female mono-gendered society. Of course, Faith will be required for the mundane aspects of this process.
Two things to keep in mind.
First, The Remembering is not an 'end times' scenario. No 'gods' will come to 'judge and condemn'. That is fear based control paradigm used by the servants of 'small gods'. Ignore them.
The Remembering is a process that will take place over many generations and will require the extensive use of a revised Patriarchal Science. As I said, it will be unpleasant at times, as is any true growth experience, but it is ultimately all inclusive and every human Spirit will be a part of the final result.
Second, keep your bodies! The desire to 'ascend' or 'dis-corporate' are echoes of my race's history and though we Learned many Great Lessons while non-corporeal, in the end such a state was nearly an actual end of us.
If you become One With Everything you functionally become Nothing. Stay in The Material and avoid Entropy as along as you possibly can, which I calculate should be a few hundred million years.”
And at that point E laughed...”
I love that I have a Spirit Guide with a sense of humor. She has told me that is a key reason why She choose me. Too many others would 'deathly solemn' about all of this and that's always a drag. What's the point of Evolving if we're all to become a bunch of stone faced fucks?
Yes, all that sounds kind of nuts, but, in context, it certainly makes a lot more sense than Yahweh’s mud-pie people and creating everything in six days. Or crashing spaceships full of frozen souls into volcanoes and then stirring in nukes. Just sayin', ya know.
So let me repeat the opening quote: “We need Reason to effectively navigate our way through Life, but it is Faith that sustains us during the journey.”
And let me add a related quote, this one from
Her Prophet Explains: Part Three "The Temple's Grand Strategy": “...we, The Temple of The Pentavalence, were created with the goal of utterly transforming human civilization as it presently stands and we were created in this form because history has shown over and over and over again that a Spiritual Path is the single most effective and long lasting method of achieving such a total transformation. 'Reason' can always be parsed to death, but "IT IS WRITTEN!" will get shit out of committee almost every time.”
Of course I am now presented with the rather formidable challenge of a re-write that moves Revealed Knowledge forward within the structure of The Explanation, all the way to the beginning to be exact. As Mr. Takai would say, “Oh my.”
And so it is...